Well just thought I'd sit and write to you to let you know what has been going on in our lives I'm sure you know but I wanna tell you anyways. Well let me start by saying that 4 months of '05' sucked, and I'm not seeing a bright '06' to date. Nothing is right everything is all jazzed up not having you has to be the worst. Well let me tell you about the kids I'll start with Jessica and Maddie. They still live in Van Buren I miss them I wish that they would move closer to me. Jess is feeling good not sure if she is getting big yet haven't seen her since Christmas, but she has called a couple of times so I do hear from her. Maddie is talking up a storm hun, oh if you could only see her she is just the most beautiful little girl and she is very smart, she is all potty trained so that is a plus for Jess, she is off the bottle completely another plus and she should be able to start pre-school or head start right off here she is almost 3, my god I can't believe it they really do grow fast don't they. I'm so sad that she will miss out on a very influential person in her life, but I know that you will watch over her and her mommy and new sibling to be, and of course I must thank-you for that so Thank-You Baby. K now the Boy. What to say about him. Um he is a boy I guess. Taking trucks apart putting them together buying and selling trucks you know boy stuff. He is still fishing although I gotta tell ya there hasn't been much for weather here very windy some calm winds would be nice if ya know what I mean. I believe that Ryan is putting a new motor in his boat, so they aren't really fishing right now so. We have been spending a fair amount of time together he will call and ask me to come down to visit that feels real good. We talk about you sometimes happy sometimes sad. He really misses you, you meant so much to the kids. I gave him the Chilton Manuals the other day he seemed pleased I think he'll take good care of them. He went out hookin' with your brother Bill he really liked it. Dennis and Mattie P went too they had a good time I guess. K keep lookin out for our son as he still needs some guidance from you. Now Tab. Well her and I spend a fair amount of time sitting right in the house. She doesn't really do too much but you know she is really no different than before we lost you, some days she is a little more reclusive than others but she will sit downstairs with me now and hang out, Nettie stops by we play videos and she helps us you know things we can't get we yell Tab help us. We get along alright sometimes she tries to push her luck but to no avail I win! We do much better than before so I guess we'll keep on keepin' on. She is still drawing very much, she has a Big Sister so that is good for her too and it is someone who also likes Japanese, she is a Sensi(?). Tab likes her alot. Our baby girl is growing up so fast, hun. I'm also sad that she will miss out on you and all the things a daddy does for his baby girl. My heart breaks for her hun to think of all the times that are important in a girls life that only her daddy can take care of that she will miss out on now. Most of all I am saddest yet that she doesn't have you. Now for hometown news. Not much. I see Scott every now and then, he is doing good. He helped me out a little with the pellet stove. He is still lobstering right now hanging gear in the shop you know the ritual, its home hun. Joe bought a pad behind the Clamdigger. He is still with Scott I'm not sure who is going netting with them, but it won't take long for Scott to get a guy. I wish you were here to go. Blaine and Marie have a new house they bought Blaine's parents house the first one. They are fixing it all up it looks so nice in there, hun. Blaine and Jason Robbins are doing the work very nice job. Co-Op II is getting a new dock this year. Pretty good huh. Poochie and Alisha are going to have a baby in June. Matt is gonna be a grampa again. Dick is divorced and happy with Dixie so all is well there. Um lets see what else there must be more. Oh yeah Ruth had a heart attack and Dad is with her. Judy got her a new trailer. Dad is still doin'. I think he misses you too. You know he don't show too much but I think I can see his saddness. Haven't heard anything from Seth or Andrew or their wives. Seth is fishing out of Gloucester and I think Andrew is his sternman. I went to Gloucester but I did not see him.I did however meet Yma and saw Shawn. I downloaded some pictures on your site of Shawn and his family, and a picture of the new boat he is on. I am going back to meet with them again. I'm hoping that we can have a friendship I would like to have a piece of something that was close to you when you went and I don't get that from Andrew or Seth so maybe with Shawn. I really like his girlfriend hun, you would of liked her too. They have a nice little family their kids are very young hun, I'm so thankful that he made it home to them 2, 5, 7, babies. They all like me so that is a plus and the 2 older ones know what happened the oldest understands the best. They are very beautiful children, hun. Now me. Well there is not much to say about me it is all kinda repetative sad, lonely, crying, you know. I have been thinking though about moving and I have decided that it would be best for Tab and myself if we moved, it is very sad and lonely here. I would like to go to school and learn something. I am thinking about going to hairdressing school I always talked about it but never did anything about it well now I have to. I would also like to take a bartenders course, not bad money in it, I gotta survive and that is the name of the game now for me, SURVIVAL. Dog; I am gonna have to put him to sleep he is getting very old and it is getting very hard for him to get around and I can't pick him up he is too big. This is hard for me you know, we're talking about Tink here. He is almost 11 and he has been a very good pet but I can't watch him suffer I just can't. I'm gonna have him cremated hun and send him to you so in his afterlife he will be happy too. He belongs with his Master. Now some things I didn't want to tell you. I'm selling the "Bout' Time", and I'm selling the truck,and the skiff. I'm selling the rest of my husband what kind of wife am I? I'm hoping to use the money for our move I don't want to hun but I have to take what you left to me and make the best of it. I can't keep it. I'll never use 1/4 of it. I'm giving all the trap gear to John and some tools the tool box... I'm selling the skiff to Blaine. I hate that I have to do this to you Hun, but this is my life insurance policy so I have to. I can't believe that I have to put a price on your life to me there is not enough money in the world to replace what I have lost and what your kids have lost and as far as that goes what you had to lose, Your Life here on earth. So forgive me for what I am going to do I mean no harm and hey if I was a millionaire I'd have it all preserved, so think not bad of me. Your ma and the family are doing I guess. We don't really talk too much about it. I have spoken more with your mother on it lately but not too much it is still very hard for everyone. Penny and I are going sometime right off here to get a head stone for the cemetary. John thinks we should put 2 of your bouys on it with your name in the middle so I am gonna run that by the family to see if that would be okay to do. We are putting the stone up by Grandma and Grampa and your Dad, it will give a place for your family to go, as I go to the ocean whenever I want to be close to you, but I will also go to the cemetary to see you too. I would go anywhere to see you!! Some days I wake up and think to myself that if you come tonight to tell me it is time to come home I'm ready to go. I miss you so much I can't even explain the loss that has entered my life. Baby you know me I really need you.
To Dear Sweet Edward Wth Love & Care XO / Jane Einarson (I care/Friend )Read >>
To Dear Sweet Edward Wth Love & Care XO / Jane Einarson (I care/Friend ) Dear Edward, I am thinking of you & precious Jean. You are both in my thoughts & heart each & everyday. Please watch over Jean. She is a special lady. God bless XOXO Close
I Miss You So much Baby. Hoping that your Valetine's Day is filled with Love. Mine will be filled with tons and tons of memories of You, and all the Love I am missing. Love You Me OXOX
I will see you again someday / Cassandra Hyatt (Groves Angel Family )
I will see you again some day By: Cassandra J Hyatt
Member of Angel Families
My Valentine Gift To You
Memory of Danny Groves
Hello, My name is Cassandra Hyatt. I became a part of the Angel Family because I lost my brother Danny Groves on August 18th. 05. I do not remember how I found out about Family Angels, ( a lot of it seems like a blur.) I have an older sister and a younger sister. Danny was the only boy. He was born on September 29 of 76 to my father and step mom. I will always miss him and think about him always. I know you are hurting, and it seems as if people around us do not understand. But the pain is real, Do not let anyone tell you how you should be feeling. Your body will take care of you, listen to it. Please know that our loved ones are watching over us. They did not leave us. Please feel free to contact my by e-mail if you ever need to talk. AngelFamily@wewereproud.com Best regards Cassandra
You will always be remembered.
You will always be loved.
You will always be with me, For I carry you deep inside my heart.
Send me a hug. Send me a kiss.
In return I will send you many back.
I light a candle for you, to light the path back to me.
I will miss you ALMOST forever.
Missing you will end once I'm able to hold you in my arms again.
I will do my best to right with my life.
To treat others with love and understanding. Even those that don't understand me.
I do ask this of you,
Please send me strength to keep the bad things out of my life.
Help me to feel no HATE for even those that are doing me wrong.