FOR EASTER  / Nancy Davis

May you have a blessed Easter.

Nancy Davis
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Thinking of Edward and Jean  / Valerie Haslett (^i^ Friend )
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Easter / Jean Smith (Wife)

Happy Easter Hun

Holidays are hard, they used to be fun.
Now they are days, I wish not to come.

On those days I wonder why
but usually I just sit and cry.
I feel so sad like I've lost it all,
my life is out of control like a
bouncing ball.

I look at our kids and our
granddaughter too,
I see their eyes, and
they're unhappy too.
We loved you so much
and now your gone.
So now these are days
we just want to move on.

We all miss you so much
holidays are just not the same.
We have a famiy dinner
and mention your name.
We speak of you as if you were there
but the only thing next to me is your
EMPTY CHAIR.

So this is why as you can see
that holidays aren't what they
used to be.

We don't want you to be sad
we know you had to go
Why: Gods reason we will never
know.

We love you, and miss you
we wish you were here,
but for some reason
in Heaven
God needed you there.

We'll carry you with us
wherever we go,
In our thoughts,
in our dreams,
in our hearts,
 in our souls.
Remember we love you !!
 wherever you go.

Love from your Family
OXOXOX

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Update Follow-up  / Jean Smith (Wife)
Hey Hun,
  Well, that was fun going to the shop Joe enjoyed himself quite well looking your stuff over. We went aboard the  Bout' Time, went to see dad checked stuff over it was fun. Anyways, I talked to Jess yesterday after I got back from the shop. She is doing well still waiting to hear about the job but she isn't gonna be able to work soon so I'm not sure what is up with that. Other than that she sounded good. Maddie wouldn't talk to me on the phone I'm losing her, Hun.
  John is doing well.
  Tab is doing good. We watch Who's Line Is It Anyway? We enjoy the time together. It's like we make a date for that we try to do that together. We hang out more she is growing up Hun, quick. I'm so sad that you will not be here to enjoy her. I think she'll make you proud. She knows how important it is. My heart breaks to think of all the things in a girls life when just her dad will do that she will miss out on. She is like you she is very strong from what I see. She likes to tinker on stuff like you, she is still drawing, still into the Anime. She still wants to go to Japan so I hope her wish comes true for her. Maybe I'll hit the megabucks and I can send her. Do I dare dream though....?
  K now for me. Um, it's hard. So many things happen and it seems neverending it's like 1 thing after another. It's kicking my ass. I'm tired of my ass getting kicked, but such is life and I'm learning to accept that it is and will be ok. Keeping the faith is what I have left. I don't let it get me down or I try not to, it does but, I think of you and know that some how some way it will be ok. God doesn't give us more than we can carry right? i'm thinking that if it gets a little heavy your there to help lighten the load.
  The motor went in the car. I have to get a new one. It slipped a piston sleeve ouch! I found a motor for 1500.00 it came out of a 06 car 2000 miles on it so Charlie is going to put it in for me. I gotta get a hub I think for the truck, another 200.00 getting the back breaks done just so much stuff. Stuff I'd rather not be dealing with, I have enough on my mind. Still finding it hard to deal with losing you. So many important dates coming right up so many memories to run through my mind. Our anniversary will be a hard one for me to deal with, Tab's birthday, your birthday, Father's Day. I'm gonna need some help from above so if you could..... Oh Baby, just writing this letter hurts. I cry so much, I didn't think a person could cry so much. 
  I applied for a job back at the Market hopefully to help me move foward and try to start something different for me and Tab. I really need to find something, Hun. I need to take care of Tab, it's so hard to have to tell her no that she can't have something because we just can't afford it. I need to do something that will provide a lifestyle that she is somewhat accustomed to. I'll never be able to give her what you could but I'd like to stay close to that. She is very good about it she understands the financial situation. I'm lucky. 
  Now I gotta tell you this... I'm gonna have to sell the skiff. I need the money I'm having such a hard time with it too! That is what we started in. When I sell it that is just another piece of our lives together that will be gone. It seems like I'm selling you off and it just kills me. I wish I woulda done the apprentice program, I'd probably try to fish the boat. I know funny right and I probably never could but just a thought, a dream. 
  Carmen and Randy are engaged. He bought her a ring, they bought a house in Fla. she is moving at the end of April. I'm gonna miss her so much she has grown into a beautiful young lady, Hun. She is a good mom. I wish her and Randy the best. She has a nice family.
  Ma is doing ok I guess you know things still bother her very much. You know ma. I love to visit her. She carries so much weight sometimes she just needs to unload some of it.
  Scott is doing good I saw him the other day. Ben Dover and Joe are the crew for netting. They have all their traps up now. Just waiting to go netting. The Whitney is just as beautiful today as she was when you left. I wish you were aboard her.
  I don't see too many people I sit home alot, alone. Me and Tab so I guess not alone but alone. Chris stopped by the other day I went to Ellsworth with him we ate lunch changed the oil in his truck and came home. It was nice to see him. He has been in Fla. all winter. He bought a Harley, Hun. I think he is bringing it up with him when he comes back. He flew out today to go back to pack up the truck and get Peggy then head home.He got his license back.
  Still talking with Shawn and Yma. Shawn may be going back to Hyannis to go scalloping again. I hope it works for him. That will bring back some memories for him. I really enjoy talking with him, Hun he speaks so highly of you. But then again I don't know of one person you met that didn't like you or that you didn't have some kind of an impact on them. 
  Well I'm gonna stop this letter before I have a story here. Just hard to let go. Love You Me OXOX Thinking of you always.  Close

Update / Jean Smith (Wife)
Hey Hun,
  Well I can't put it off any longer so here goes. Where do I start? Lets start with Jess. I don't hear from her too much no phone. Last time I spoke with her she was going to job shadow. Hopefully she will get it. I don't know how on earth she can live there. It is so desolate up there. I wish she could move closer. Everything is going well with the pregnancy, healthy. Spoke with Maddie. Oh my god Hun, she is just too much you would love her so much! She talks up a storm, you can't always understand her but she babbles away. I miss her also. I'm so afraid that she will forget who I am who you are I never want her to forget her Puppa. I have no idea when we are going to tell her about you as for now she just thinks you are fishing still..... For now I guess we'll stick with that.
   John: He is doing good. I gave him the aircompressor and all the stuff that goes with it, he was pleased. He took the roll of trap wire and made his dog Zeus a cage. He is a naughty dog Hun. He ate John's furniture when he went to haul. Anxiety seperation I think. I kept telling John to get him a kennel he said I'm not caging my dog up.... well guess what! Ma was right, HA! Zeus just loves it he goes right in doesn't seem to mind too much. John had to change a light switch in the truck for me the other day. No tail lights and no dash lights. Fixed now.
   Hey I'll be back to finish going up to the shop with Joe. Love Ya Close

Happy Easter Edward  / Debbie Wengert (Kevin's Mom )

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pur handsome angel  / BETH Dickerson (Jimmy's Mom )

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With Love To Dear Edward XOXO  / Jane Einarson Matthew's Mom (I care/Friend always )
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Edward was Here!!  / Cassandra J. Hyatt ^i^ Families (mem of Danny Groves )
Each day passes and a new one begins.  Though it is hard to make it through the nights sometimes.  I will live the rest of my days in ~Edward~ honor.  I will have peace in my heart knowing that ~Edward~ was mine. ~Edward~ Was here to make me who I am today.  Yes, there are so many questions that I want answered.  Yes, I do have anger that ~Edward~ is not here with me now.
Yes I want to keep ~Edward~ memory inside me, and share it with those that will listen. Though somedays it is hard to get out of bed I will do it for ~Edward~.  For those people that cross my path when I am having a bad moment, please somehow send them a sign that I am sorry.  For the times when I received a phone call and I dont seem to freindly. please forgive me.
For those that are reading this and feel the same way I do, Please light a candle so I know I am not alone in this world.  Let me know that you too are hurting for the loss of your loved one.  This is the only way we are going to make it through this.....  Together......
~Edward~  was here in body, HE is still here in spirit and HE is with you always.  Know that when you are having a bad time, and feeling lonely.... ~Edward IS STILL HERE!!!!~  Carry him with you, live your life the way ~Edward~ would have.
I wrote this for the families that have lost a loved one.  You are not alone. but If you are like me, sometimes you feel that way.
Lots of love and understanding,
Cassandra,,, memory of my beloved Brother Danny Groves...

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for you  / Nancy Davis
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my missing you  / Pat Holmes (mother-in-law(ma))

hey ed was reading some of beans letters to you . i can't begin to tell you how much i miss you. i'm also doing my grieveing for carol also didn't have time befor i was like jean i worried about everyone else.i miss you and carol and uncle charles it was quick for him also. jean has so many wonderful angel friends and they have given her strenght to go on as you have. the kids are all getting so big. kayden's b'day will be very special because when god called you home he gave us kayden you and god did. kayden is carmen's little guy. like she says he's a little brownie like you and she is very proud of that.you did a wonderful with your family and i just hope that they all can still go on and make you very proud of them you will always be very proud of no matter what because you were the bomb.you and all of your angel friends are all in a safe place and a peaceful one.i always play into the mystic when i get on your sight and then i start to cry when i read your candles. it is oh so lonesome without you all here. i think of you everyday and carol and uncle charles.and my family. always remember all the good times we had and how much we all miss you my love to all and all of your angel friends love always ma

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Thinking of you Edward, with your family and friends also.  / Val Haslett (((I Care)) )
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St Patricks Day Love & Care Dear Edward (((Jean)))  / Jane Einarson~Matthew's Mom (I care/Friend )
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St. Patrick's Day  / Jean Smith (Wife)

 
Missing You every day.
I Love You Baby
Waiting til we meet
again.
Love You Me
OXOXOXOX

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Never Say Good-Bye  / Jean Smith (Wife)

I found this on another site Hun. It was from Matthews' site. I thought it was beautiful so I send it to you.

Never Say Good-Bye

You never said "I'm leaving," You never said "Goodbye," You were gone before they knew it, and only God knew why. A million times they needed you, A million times they've cried, If love alone could save you, you never would have died. In life they loved you dearly, in death they love you still, In their heart's you hold a place, that no one could ever fill. It broke their heart to lose you, but you didn't go alone, for a part of them went with you, the day God called you home. Close Thank-You Dottie

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Bless your Angel...  / Tina Dore Angel Gene Bungay
Just stopping by to send my prayers and say hello to this very special angel. Praying our Angels watch over us every moment of everyday. 

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Happy St. Patrick's Day Edward  / Debbie Wengert (Kevin's Mom )

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Milestone / Jean Smith (Wife)
Hey Hun,
  You know I gotta start by saying that I never ask how you are but I figure that you are okay being with God and all so that is why I don't ask, k.?
  Well I can't believe that it has been 6 months since you have been gone. Some times it fells like forever then other days it feels like today or even yesterday. I couldn't come write to you yesterday I just couldn't do it I'm not sure why but I just couldn't. I was all alone last night and thought of you quite a bit. I think of you lots I just can't help myself you occupied so many years of my life that it is hard to find something else to think about. Some days I still think of you as being here with me with us as a family again it is unreal the loss that this all brings on. It is everlasting too. So many things take place in a lifetime and that is what I seem to think about is your lifetime and how sad it is that you were taken at such a young age and that you were taken from so many people that loved and cared about you sometimes I wonder did God not see how much we all loved and needed you, then I stop and think of the reason why God needed you more, I have a hard time thinking of what the reason could possibly be but then I think it has to be a good one or he would of left you with us the ones here who love you too.
  As I go on with my life and I pass these milestones I Thank-You for teaching me to be strong enough to go on. I'm so thankful that I met you and had you for the time that I did I should consider myself lucky. You brought so much into my life. You taught me so much and I learned so much from you. I carry with me all those things you gave to me like love and compassion, caring and patience, and your heart and that I cherish the most. I miss you every day that goes by I probably always will, you really were my true love.
  I miss and think of you always. Rest Well My Sweet Angel. I Love You.


                                                                  Love You Me 
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First Valentine Without  / Jean Smith (Wife)

Hey Hun,
 
  Just thought I'd drop a line to let you know how my Valentine's Day went without you. Well it started off sad cause I woke up without you, but I gave your picture a kiss and said "Happy Valentine's Day, Hun". Got up out of bed, got Tab off to school, drank some coffee, thought of you, cried a little bit, drank some more coffee, thought of you some more, cried some more, you know. 
  The Neph stopped by to see me. He gave me a silk rose i cried some more. He visited for awhile. He left and just as he was leaving John came to say Happy Valentine's Day to me. He visited for awhile. Auntie Penny came by and she brought me some flowers. So I got plenty of flowers.
  When Tab got home from school stuff got a little loud you could say. Beanie stopped by to give Tab a rose for Valentine's Day, well the rose that the Neph gave me was in a vase that Tab had gotten with a flower in it for your service: so I didn't think anything of it I guess and used the vase well Tab thought that the rose was hers I guess and without asking who's it was she took it. It had a little bear glued to it and she ripped it off and hid it. I asked her where it was and that's when it got loud lots of yelling you know us or me anyways, it is okay now but it was a little rough there for awhile. 
  So I guess you could say my Valentine's Day was eventful, lonely but eventful.
  Well that is about it. Thinking of You always is what I seem to do. I don't mind I love you. The pain is hard to deal with sometimes but I make it through it somehow.


                                                                                            Love You Me
                                                                                            OXOXOXOXO

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Angel Kisses  / Jean Smith (Wife)

I found this on another site and thought of you.

AN ANGEL'S KISS....

We go through life so often,
not stopping to enjoy the day.
And we take each one for granted,
As we travel on our way.

For in your pain and sorrow,
An Angel's Kiss will help you through,
This Kiss is very private,
For it is meant for only you.

We never stop to measure,
Anything we just might miss.
If the wind should blow by softly,
You'll feel an Angel's Kiss.

A Kiss that's sent from heaven,
A Kiss from heaven above.
A Kiss that is very special,
From someone that you love.

So when, your hearts are heavy,
And filled with tears and pain,
And no one can console you,
Remember once again...

About the ones you grieve for,
Because you sadly miss.
The gentle breeze you took for granted
Was just an Angel's Kiss.

~Peggy Bouse~

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